I don’t know if I have created you inside my head

often I am told
that the universe
has a ploy
you are a part of
the grandeur
this melancholy is
part of the play

I know if I close my
eyes the world
will be dead
I am often posed
by a question; do I
close my eyes?
I don’t know if I
have created you
inside my head
I don’t know if
the world will reborn
when I am awake
again

someday I am
close to thinking
that the universe
ploys for me
I make my plans, I
am the grandeur
other days I close
my eyes and the
world is dead